So, I feel like when I'm surrounded by a bunch of good events, it's enough to keep me buoyed in happiness. When nothing happens, or when nothing in particular that's good happens, I return to the kind of gloom that I feel might be my current default setting. I guess it's hard to explain ( Read more... )

I got like 5 hours of sleep last night, which, compared to the night before is like double, but I'm all sleepy and blaaaah right now. And I keep having anxiety dreams about my stupid host family. I dreamt last night that I had to get to the airport in less than 2 hours, and I asked them if they would drive me, and was so worried that they would say ( Read more... )

So, randomly finishing the story that I already started,
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I've been soooo freaking busy that words cannot describe fully how busy I've been ( Read more... )

First off, I have a complaint. I never have claimed myself to be a technical genius. Sure, I can find my way around a webpage, and I certainly am not afraid of using the computer, but there has been something that keeps happening in my Yahoo Mail account that has been bugging me for quite some time ( Read more... )

So...I started writing a present for Valentine's Day, and now I think it's stupid and I feel dumb for writing it. Meh. Maybe I'll work on it more, I guess I have time still. x.x ( Read more... )

I'm kind of depressed. I think it's probably due to the rain, or maybe hormones or something like that, but I was gripped by this awful and unexplicable sadness today at dinner. I was just eating curry, and wham! Sad. I hope that everyone is okay and stuff ( Read more... )

I think that I've made some friends. :D I've started hanging out with the girls that I worked with for the shop interview project, and it has been fun geeky times. So I've been putting a lot of effort into that. I also have been talking a lot to another group of three girls, who are funny and I like them. :D I ALSO have randomly made a friend with ( Read more... )

I sort of forgot that it was New Year's Eve yesterday. XD I didn't do anything particularly interesting, but it was fun ( Read more... )

I know, I'm sorry, spam and all the like. But I went into the other room and hung out with my host family for a few hours, and Rei said something to me that made me feel really, really loved, ‘めりさがいなくなったら、いやだね。’which basically means, (Literal translation: If you die/are not here, it's bad.) I don't want you to leave/die. Haha, interesting double ( Read more... )